Random Thoughts.....

Random thoughts... I haven't had a random thought entry yet so now is a good a time as ever. And random I mean all the things I have been thinking for some while but haven't really discussed it with anyone and also just stuff that pop into my mind. Kinda crazy I know! So I have been having this slight pain in my middle area. I say middle because it tends to be all over and not in one spot. Yes I know that sounds like I'm making it up but I finally went to the doctor and he is sending me to get a ultra sound of my abdomen, gallbladder and pancreas. So here is a random thought.... What if I have cancer?...What if its an ulcer?...What if I'm crazy?... Ha...This is no laughing matter Nancy!!!...Random. I am a little scared about what they will find or won't find. But I will leave it up to God and everything is the way it is supposed to be. I try and tell myself that but sometimes it is hard to remind yourself and believe it. GOD IS IN CONTROL NOT YOU! Well other things that are happening is that my sister has come to visit me before she deploys for 6 months. I was so happy because to me 6 months is a long time and I really missed her when she was away for I think it was only 1 month. The only way to communicate was stupid email. I love to call her whenever I have a problem because she listens and calms me down and she loves me too:) Anyway you are probably wondering what this picture is.. Its my sister!! Well her back LOL! This t-shirt reminds me of her because the little character strawberry shortcake is so her. bubbly and caring.


This is her and Rocky chillin out we were watching some Michael Jackson video's. Oh my gosh!! I forgot to say that I was saddened to hear about him dying!! I have his greatest hits CD and love his music. Random thought... I wish he didn't change his face...It made him look creepy!...

What rocky?...What are you looking at?...

He loves my sister...

She loves him too. But she did tell me that since she has been on her ship that she is not used to hyper dogs lol..."Oh well you'll get used to it". I was thinking about telling her that but I just kept my mouth shut.

After my sis went to meet her old friend Rocky and I stayed home. Well I wish I would of went but since the doctor did tell me to stay home I probably should. Anyway, when my sister is here I put out a air mattress for her to sleep on. Last time she was here she slept with me and it was too crowded for me so I'm glad I had this king of all air mattresses!! So Rocky loved how hi it was and he also likes looking out of the window so here he is "observing the surroundings". Random thought... after watching some of the dog whisper I have a very good dog...

Oh whoops... He knows I'm talking about him.. Quick change the subject... I'm listening to the Red Hot Chile Peppers... Yes, it worked!!! Back to observing..

On last random though/thoughts.... I talked to my aunt this morning and she is planning a birthday party for my uncle D and uncle R. She invited other people and I was excited because since my sister is here she would get to see everyone. But my aunt and sister have some issues so my sister is not going to go. i feel like it is my fault because I was just going to bring her and everything would of worked out. instead my stupid butt told my aunt that i wanted Rachel to come and she was not comfortable with it so i told Rachel that If my uncle wanted her to come my aunt would tolerate it but since my sister is stubborn she is not going to go. I just want there to be no fighting for once. I feel like the mediator of everyone stuff. Not just my sister and aunt bu other members of the family. Always relaying info to others that I hate doing. This is very random but at least I know what I am talking about.. Well more on the ultrasound and party at a later date. So for now randomness stands.... Dang it hot outside!! Random thoughts everywhere!!